its a hard knock life

so i have come to a conclusion that it is hard to be a girl. This morning i woke up around 645 because i needed to shower and get ready for school. Since i have to go to work straight after musical practice today, i had to actually make an attempt to look nice today. I had to wear a little makeup to keep myself from looking completely dead, and on top of that i had to blow dry and straighten my hair, which takes about a century. What made me most irked tho was how when i took a ten minute break for breakfast, my little brother was able to shower and get ready. This is a very unfair advantage that men have over women.

I do not wish to be a boy, but sometimes it would just be nice to have life be a little bit easier. Us girls already have to deal with enough the way it is.

6 word summary

life is good. but its unfinished.

Lovin it.

I find love has filled my life. mostly friends and family. without support from these people, life would not be as enjoyable. As the years go by, i find myself growing closer to my family. Ive also noticed more imperfections in them, but i think that is part of the reason i love them even more. My little brothers are finally growing up. Its sad because we arent little kids anymore, but its nice because they are solid confidants that i can count on. My older cousin is also someone that i hold very dear to my heart. She should just be my sister. i know that she will be there thru thick and thin.

on a lighter note valentines day was good. I got a rose and some other cool stuff this year. also had a kid ask for my number at work. flattering, but i told him no. about the only down side was i had to hang out with mitchal and vicki. just kidding, it was fun!

a look in the mirror

Over my high school career i have gone thru a series of changes. At the beginning of my freshman year i was a timid teen who couldnt make an important decision to save my life. After about a year of being a follower i started to see things thru my own eyes rather than doing what pleased others. This was not the easiest time in my life because thruout this period i lost a good friend that i believed would always be there for me. Due to this loss i had to make new friends, which may have turned out to be the best thing in my high school career. I began to go out more often and i would speak my own opinions rather than those that had been forced down my throat. Instead of saying what people wanted to hear, i spoke of what i thought and people didnt hate me for it. Today i am much happier with myself and i hope that it continues to to be that way.